“Shall we sit on that hill for a bit before we go?”
The man, dressed neatly in a light blue shirt and beige pants, wasn’t particularly tall or short, but something about him stood out. From the side, he looked a little like James Dean—cool and charming. His clothes, fresh and crisp as if just sun-dried, gave off a clean and pleasant scent.
We sat silently on the hill, watching the crimson sun sink beyond the horizon. When he finally stood up and started down the hill, I followed. He turned back and said,
“Well then, I’ll be going.”
That was a dream I had last night—probably because I didn’t have a proper dinner and went to bed hungry. I dreamed I was drinking wine with a guy I briefly dated in college.
Before we were married, my husband used to work for low wages at a wig wholesaler on Broadway in Manhattan. Still, he always made sure to buy me meals, drinks, even cook for me sometimes, and once took me to a fancy café in SoHo. Even though he often wore clothes straight from the washer, still damp with that musty laundry smell, I thought his willingness to feed me meant he really liked me. Whenever he called for a drink, I’d rush out to meet him.
After marriage, I found out he had a mountain of student loans. He said he hadn’t been able to pay them off because he spent all his money buying me food and drinks. I didn’t have any loans when I studied, so I was a bit bitter—but what could I do? It was the price of all the meals and drinks I enjoyed during our dating days. I couldn’t exactly complain to my parents.
I should’ve listened to my father’s words:
“Don’t expect anything for free. There’s no such thing in this world. And if something seems free, you’ll end up paying for it many times over later.”
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