Friday, October 20, 2023

Men's views on Soha's death

There are other, conflicting rumors about Soha's death. The men said that Soha collapsed because she was upset because she did not receive money she had lent to someone without her husband's knowledge.


In the early 70s, when overseas Korean men used to go to Korea and bring back pretty women, Changsook's older brother's friend, who had immigrated to the United States, came out to Korea and fell in love with Changsook at first sight. He hastily married her and brought her to America. Changsook's husband, who came to the United States after barely graduating from a technical high school, worked at a car repair shop. She was annoyed and hated her husband, who wore engine oil-stained work clothes and groped her with his greasy hands. She felt tricked into her marriage and chewed on her complaints like an L.A. short rib chewed on the weekends.


Changsook decided that after six months of playing around, she would earn money to buy a house and live the wonderful life she dreamed of. She visited Soha’s sewing factory. She Said “I came because I wanted to learn a job.” At the sound of Changsook's kind voice, showing off her fair skin, big eyes, and puffy breasts, the workers all raised their heads and fixed their eyes on the gorgeous her, who did not look like someone who would sew. Soha stared at Changsook like a dazed person, her eyes wide open, as if she was trying to see an invisible object. At that moment, Changsook was able to understand the rumor that why people say that even if the workers do their work roughly, Soha is a woman who does everything by herself and doesn't complains.


Changsook was watching Soha being abused by her in-laws, and said 

"Why are you living like this? Don't just work, get some air and dress up. Who do you make money for without being treated properly? You have to stand up to your in-laws. You need to have your own pocket. Get your driver's license, I'll help you."


After a while, Changsook quit because she felt that sewing was not her aptitude. She became a casino dealer and divorced her husband. Soha went to meet Changsook, using her driving skills that she had learned in her spare time. She went shopping and eats out with her. She gradually learned to live for herself. Changsook was popular because she suited her personality as a casino dealer. One day, Changsook said “I have bone cancer. I need surgery and there is no money for it. Can you lend me some urgent money? I will pay it back soon with interest. please."

Soha did not want to deal with anyone. However, she was surprised that Changsook, who has been kinded to her, has to perform surgery on her cancer. Four years ago, Soha took some money and lent it to Changsook. Rumors circulated that Changsook didn't need cancer surgery due to a doctor's misdiagnosis or that she lied because she needed money. 


“I heard dealers have good income. I wish you paid back any amount of the principal a month, without the interest on the money you borrowed from me…” 

Soha barely opened her mouth. Changsook looked away as if she couldn't remember the money she had borrowed. Soha was at a loss for words and hurriedly drove her car and headed to her home. All this time, she only trusted Changsook and gave her heart to her. As she drove, Soha lamented her misguided life. She looked at the setting sun out the car window. As she faced the sun, which seemed to vomit blood into the sky, a pain came to her brain. She wanted to throw up. She parked her car on the side of the road and got out. Her limbs became weak and her vision became blurry. She collapsed.

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