Monday, January 16, 2012

A whine of drink

"You're addicted to alcohol!" "I'm not an addict!" "Let's cut it off for a month." "The joy of life is drinking a glass of wine in the evening.  How can I live without it?"

A long time ago, a senior lived in Paris said, "white wine is very addictive, and red is good for blood purification." So I drank one or two glasses of cheap California red wine every evening.

The thought of the drinks-free dinner made me less motivated to make side dishes. Both are silent, with bean paste ttukbaegi on the table. I can only hear the sound of food chewing and the bowls beating with a spoon. My husband got up with an empty bowl. After washing his dishes, went to the living room and turn on the TV. Being left alone has spoiled my appetite. I don't even have the energy to dish wash. I used to clean up the house when I was drunk like workers worked under the influence of alcohol. I lie in bed and fell asleep early while reading a book.

"It's chilly, how about a glass of wine with squid stew tonight?" "Okay! Ni Hauma ~. Cessé~" The husband shouted in Chinese, while cooking vegetables and squid. We talked and talked about what we used to say, as if we never talk before.  We were so excited that we didn't seem to get up at the dinner table. But now...

We drank every day because it rains, because it snows, because we felt good.  When we stopped what we had been doing for a long time, I felt as if the cog had stopped. In the evening, there was the drinking table waiting us, as if people were rushing home in anticipation of a soap opera. How can I express the day that has no alcohol?

"Do we have the period of ennui,? Isn't it?" "I'm too busy to feel it? It's about people who has a lot of free time." As soon as I stopped drinking, I felt the period of ennui. As soon as we were fighting, we had to be a drinking friend at dinner, so I lived without a fight, but I feel like I have a lot of feelings that it doesn't work out.

"Your couple is in good relationship." When people spoke, I would nod and admit with confidence. That good couple relationship has been by drinking so far!

Yesterday, I went to the opening and drank three or four glasses of wine in a hurry, and my body became limp. With my husband arm in my arm, I said, "I can't help it. We're in need of alcohol." "Oh! I thought so too." "Let's drink again. Can't we have just one drink a day? I promise."

We may not be an artist, but we are a alcohol lover.

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